Motion Blur Photography: Using extended shutter speeds and deliberate camera movements to create distinct, painterly effects without the aid of computer filters or plugins. 

heading east: 2008 – 2009

“The times of drastic change are times of passions. We can never be fit and ready for that which is wholly new. We have to adjust ourselves and every radical adjustment is a crisis in self-esteem: We undergo a test; we have to prove ourselves.” 

– Bruce Lee ‘Tao of Jeet Kune Do’

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The move back east was jarring and the long drive in my sketchy Toyota didn’t help, packed as it was with what little was left, most being all the uncertainty and anxiety that now came by default. But I landed in West Virginia in the spring of 2008 and met up with my old friend Jon who, along with his wife, ran a successful real estate business near Beckley. I pulled into the office, set up camp in the storage room and began studying for the real estate exam. Eventually, with Jon’s help, I passed the test, found a little studio and did my best to settle in and get my act together.

Weeks passed, then months, I tried to earn but couldn’t focus and with a recession looming, no one was buying, at least not from me. So I got to work and did what I had to: I cleared brush, dug ditches, cleaned gutters… Whatever I could to get by.

As September neared, the weather cooled and the color rolled in and that got my attention, notably from a dogwood tree that grew near a fence behind the house. When the sun rose, it hit the tree hard, darkening the branches and heating up the color in the leaves: First the fading greens, then the brilliant yellows and by the time the reds showed up the whole economy was heading for the gutter.

Fenceline #657
West Virginia 2009
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Fenceline #136
West Virginia 2008

By that point, I was home full time completely glued to the news. For weeks, when the light got right, I would tear myself from the TV, get my camera, trek out to my spot and photograph the tree. Back and forth, out to the tree and back to my room, day after day and so on. Basically, as the world’s collective jaw dropped; I spent the days alone, torn between the glowing flicker of a world gone mad and the rich, changing beauty of a single dogwood tree.

There’s some big, crazy ass bug hanging out on the sliding glass door in back. He’s got in twice already and I humanely moved him out both times. Now he’s just banging his big head on the glass making quite a racket.
That’s some bug.

I cleaned gutters today, roof gutters. I made a hundred bucks.

from Beauty and Debris

Office Fence

As compelling and convenient as it was, the dogwood tree, or Fenceline as I call that series of work, was not my only focus of interest in West Virginia. On a clear winter night, during a full moon phase, I got it in my head to open the shutter for several seconds, move the camera around and practice keeping the orb in the confines of the frame without the aid of the viewfinder or backscreen. My goal was to learn how to frame up my shots by looking over the camera and using the top edge of the lens as a gunsight and to do this while completely maxed out on the lens. It definitely took some practice but given my commitment to this style of shooting, I considered it a good use of my time since many a fine shot was foiled by poor framing. In fact, nothing pisses me off more than to achieve the distinct color and texture that is Motion Blur, only to have it ruined by an off-kilter, misaligned frame. My computer is filled with ‘almost’ and ‘not quite right’ pictures that came painfully close and I was getting tired of feeling the letdown.

Initially, my only interest was practice but as I got better, I began to work on more directed movements and took to ‘drawing’ basic forms – crosses, spirals, boxes – as an upgrade to just keeping the orb in the frame. Mimicking brushwork using Motion Blur has always been an interest and when I noticed a leafless poplar tree standing nearby, its spindly bare branches arching towards the sky, I positioned myself underneath and aimed for the moon. The resulting effect was as brush-like as any edit preset or plugin could achieve and this, combined with the simple forms I was creating, took the initial intent to practice into something more complete and meaningful all unto its own.

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Curtains West Virginia 2009

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A Pair of Shoes
West Virginia 2008

Of course, I spent a fair amount of time indoors working my interiors, always a reliable and revealing motif. But landscapes were my main focus and I often left the confines of the property and looked for more complex situations for pictures. More and more I was interested in introducing other elements into the frame and since we’re talking landscape, water was an obvious option. In my humble opinion, looking over the history of art, no other element has been given so much leeway in the application of technique and depiction as water. Apart from strict realism, anything goes when getting water down and I took my liberties whenever the opportunity presented itself.

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Beaver Lake #86
West Virginia 2009

A nearby location was Beaver Lake, just a few miles from home. I’ve always been a hiker and the trail around the lake was a good place to gather my thoughts and burn off nervous energy. At some point, I noticed the tree-covered hills surrounding the lake casting dark, loose-edged shadows over the water and I spent many a day trying to work out the brushwork on the surface behind the cattails in the foreground. As it is with motion blur, with photography, art making, and life in general; some days are better than others but I managed to get a few keepers. Regardless, it got me thinking about water, about adding more elements and complexity to my shots beyond the trees and follage I’d been working on. West Virginia is a ruggedly beautiful state not well-known for its open spaces. I had made trips deep into the dark canyons looking for moving water and fall color but the steep, wooded hollers I explored made them difficult to find and I longed for more light and open terrain.

West Virginia 2009

I also longed for security, stability, freedom, and thanks to the demons that made the cross-country ride with me – Sobriety as well. The fact was, I was no better at real estate than I was at the construction business. As I said, I made money when I could but without the support of Jon and his wife and my other friend Kevin; I would have eventually paddled straight to the headwaters of shit creek and gotten all the water shots I could ever want.

Still, even with the tremendous support from these friends, every day started with a groan, every day was a battle, a struggle. The guilt and shame of the mess I left behind, the constant search for work and cash, the unhealthy necessities, the insecurities, stress, and foggy confusion … All of it bore down on me daily and I wanted nothing more than to get up and run.

And I did. I surrendered to the dreamy simplicities of the road and to the need for the light and open spaces that sat farther East.